Tuesday, March 1, 2011
i don't really know @ 8:24 PM
i realli don't know what is the thing that am i good in.
you like me? but im seems to be a friend to you onli.
didn't i said last time veri clearly that im not intersted at all?
why ayou don't look like understand my meaning and the way u talk to me the way like how guys woo girls type?
sorry if i hurt your feelng,but seriously i treat you as normal friend nia.
if i say i like someone will you stop the way you talk to me?
i hope will works on you, and hoping that the words you post is words that saying it to other girls.
i can tolerate how my friends that knows me irritates me and how they gossips me. but to you, it seems that we are not close at all, and went out once only.
whats really great in me?
whats so great to have a stead?
i rather being irritated by friends, rather than being with you.
we aint to be close or at least good friends, we are hardly know each other.. whats so good about me to you?
hope you could stop =]
stress @ 8:13 PM
everytime during school days, i felt so stress when teacher gave us hwk and all sorts of stuff to do..
makes me feel so stress and gt the motivation to finish up and wanna revise for all test and at least get a decent mark for ever test.
but whenever i aim to do, there is a very cosy home and alot of great friends around me influence me to go out and sorts.
they are very hardworking and their studies are excellent and they manage their time wisely.
bt for me, i cant do it like them
but i tried to do it whenver i'm alone.
but i have a home that makes me wanna slack alot and dont wanna do much at home.
how am i gonna kick off this bad habit.
how i wsh i could study more and independent more.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
I had everything set, but I'm not sure am I ready to go.. @ 12:07 AM
i hab been setting all my aims and target for everything.. but it seems tt Im still not ready to go..
is juz e starting first week and im can b feeling sick and donot have the strength and mind to do.
I know tha everyone is concern and encouraging me..and i know for e first week onli, i had dissapoint my family and friends ler..
Im so sorry..i know juz by saying nothing can be amend.
so please gib mi abit more time. i will push myself to study to e best..
Let me get used to the environment first.. teachers are always stressing us on the grades and the gap..
I gonna push myself hard..
I hope that I can stand up and dun fall sick.
In class, sometimes I felt left out and being alone. It seems that influence of e class makes me feel tired..
Sorry Teng, i slept in class todayxp..
time changes everything...
~adella~